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seriously; i was thinkin wad am i gona do. consider ni da last resort la. blogging -.-, hmm. greetings to al. today is sucha a boring day. hari2 mcm do de same thing. gt up earlier today and was dissapointed wit myself; dint went for the interview again. haish. babi la aku ni. bsarkn tido. hmmm..

so.. had de chill wit fie this morning before he left to work. and .. surf de net; next karoke. 'alone'.. and now im here again. mak and abah went out to date -.- and yeh. jus hope today we'l head off bac to malacca. just so much to think in spore. it's still de same. no progress at al. hari2 pikiran. and wondering sick; wen jus dis gonna end.

so kalau tak balek today, should b tmrw. we'l b bac in spore this monday perhaps. wanna take dat chilling moment cos u knew wen ur out from here; de feeling is less diff. hence; u wont geta think much like ur here urself. bt once de car da step on to checkpoint je. gosh; rase stress balek.

honestly; i think it's about me. i jus love and mis him soo much. i dunnoe wen dis gona last. how i wish i cn hav dat spare little time to tell him this. it just hurt so much. it is.

*assalamualaikum*

*sometimes you have to be silent in order to be heard*

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*greetings.

jus hope u readers out der; is as wel blossoming like i do ryte now.

things runned smoothly for couple of days back.as well as i could remembered;
few days back was totally gonecase in my mind. as per nt forgotten. photo's ar up in fb ya.
met my sweetest bff. for as long as i dunnoe how many yrs we last talked. things wer as sweet as de first i knew her. wateva dat hav happened is totally crossed btw us. we ar now grateful;
dat we hav our ownway; own mindset to lead ahead. especially our future and love one.s. cnt deny; der's preety infinates of things to share. she;s de stil de best in de heart; dear iqah.

met her at hougang; over wit zida and de cute lovely son of her's.head off to sing at grandlink. and to the gosh. zida sings soooo well; she has it all man!! it was sweet...next we head off to bugis. grab the LJ. and looked around. last bt nt the least; it was another sweetest and loved; gt bumped wit my deary deary mel ovr at bugis. gosh. i mis you terribly; rili do sis.

and yesterday nyte; gt a msg. i dunnoe wat a day. i jus feel so blessed and thankful. rili do. it's jus full of surprises. ya allah; i dunwan it to end.i jus want it tis way. its been sucha while since i feel like it.

i swear; i stil love him so much. i love him; i rili miss him alot. and its like. few mins soon; it's supposed to be our 1yr7mnths together. though i loved u from far dear. i jus wish ur happy. wish you'r rili happy our thr. though i cant geta see you. it doesn't matter i dint get wat i want; be it like before. i jus wish you are happy. thats al; as long as u do; im totally blessed and happier from here seeing you.

*assalamualaikum*

*sometimes you have to be silent in order to be heard*

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greetings; nvr a good day. it's nvr a good good day. lets jus skip dat part.

jus gt bac. later wil b heading off most probably to barrage wit iqah. its been yrs bac. thngs nvr as good. and we found it to say. thanks allah. we noe wats best for ourself now. im sure der's thick of words to talk bout. god! miss her terribly.

ok. actually its a dumb day. nak aje aku post aku tgh geram. bt hell; forget it la.

*sometimes you have to be silent in order to be heard*

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heyy.. greetings to al;
cm lamee gituu kn last updated. haa. apologise big time. jus so busy wit stuffs lately. first of al; biggest thanks to dearest ema and clicks for tagging on and cari me like im lost in the jungle. haa. jus so for sure; im getting on de bordem to post like i used to la. haha. cm gini la; takde gunenye aku simpan kejadah2 ni sume. sooner later tanam jugak; btol la ape korg ckp. haha.alryte save it.

had de tender from recent job.so consider now jus so called habiskn beras kt ruma je la. haha. its a fairytale la. balek lambat.. bangun lambat.. bangunn.. wash up.. makan.. cukup tyme.. karoke sendirik -.-, makan.. makann.. cukup tyme; gua tidooooo sampai besok tengahari waii....haha. enjoyyy.. cant deny; perfectly de system btol2 da lari lagi. haha. insyallah; new job on post next week; bt aint sure which day wil it b la. jus wanna get on wit it; and honestly settle everything for good. i dunnwanna get credit management to look for me on hold. zzzzZzZZZZZzz...

cant post much for wads de recent updates. cos mcm da lame tak post; lots of things to say and mention; and lots of the things; hav forgotten. so jus de recent2 one la ya. photos ar uploaded in fb. had zakiah 20th bdae yesterday wit shishaing. it was a superb hot and humid nytee.. tgh shisha.. wahhh.. gua rasa hotttt jee joy.. tgh balekk lagi.. tgh nak tunggu tu bus... trase keringg tekak siol. rili wonder; mane la angin tu da pegi. naikk je bus; arh kau.. anginnnnnn... tu org ckp ape.. panas lu bising; sejuk pon lu bising.. simple.. lu tutup suda lu pe mulot -.- haish. gonecase!
otw back to. bumped wit ilhan. bro nak g mancing dok.. tgh tunggu fie tu.. sempat la aku tanye; kau gi mancing ikann kee mancing apa bro? replied- kau tak nampak pe ni kayu mancing. -.- keraaatttttt.

alrytee.. tadi; ada panas.. on de nerves rili. ada org bikin panas sama gua. simple la. aku tgh malas skrg. wil kip updated bile nanti2 aku da oryte ok.. taid!!.. besar pe taid cekalaahhh!. bodo nak mampos. anjing lahanat!..

ok.. nak ckp puas tu belom. later2 kip updated arytee. goood day dearr readers!!